I want to die somehow...

[Flamey]

Rosedawn was fuming at herself.
"Why did I blow up?" She yowled. Rosedawn clawed the dirt by her. She was MAD. Rosedawn's face twisted angrily. Her mind was muddled and went blank.
"no! I want to die! I AM a disgrace to EmberClan! Cinnamonstreak is RIGHT! I yell at FURURE MEDICINE CATS! For StarClans sake! Heatherpaw is right about me! I am so stuck up and self minded! I am so ambitious the BAD WAY!" Rosedawn felt sick. She glared at the foaming waters by the riverbank.
"I will die. no one will stop me. I am a disloyal EmberClan cat. Maybe I can be a loyal StarClan cat." Rosedawn took a deep breath and began racing toward the river, her eyes blurring with tears. Good bye, EmberClan. I've failed you. My heart lead me to this.

[[Hea]ther[/sky]]

Heatherpaw had been returning to camp with the other cats when she felt that she needed to be alone. What had all recently happened was too much, and the comfort of others had helped her heart so much, but she had always been somewhat isolated, alone in her heart. Not knowing her parents had caused that. Now she was alone, and padding along the riverbank. Spotting Rosedawn ahead, she was about to turn around when Rosedawn started charging towards the water. "What are you doing?" She yowled and ran forwards, butting into the warrior.

[Cinder]

Stormpaw skidded to a halt, mind frozen with shock. Great StarClan!
She raced over, running faster than she ever had in her life. "Rosedawn! What are you doing?!" Her heart felt like claws were digging into it. I thought I hated her. I don't I don't.
"Rosedawn, are you okay?" she asked in a small voice. Then, summoning all her courage, she meowed, "I'm sorry for what I said to you."

[Flamey]

Rosedawn shook her head when she saw Stormpaw and Heatherpaw.
"I'm sorry." she murmured. Rosedawn glanced at the sky again. "I need to die now. Shame is weighing my heart down. I feel torn in two." Rosedawn mewed. "I don't know why." Rosedawn sighed. "Well, I'll be with Firejumper, my mom." Rosedawn licked a paw weakly.

[Cinder]

"Don't," Stormpaw pleaded. "I''l never forgive myself!" She moved like lightning, to stand between Rosedawn and the river. Her blue eyes were full of despair. "I'll drag youout of the river if you jump in, I swear to StarClan."
With a sudden flash of inspiration, she added, "Firejumper loved you. But she wouldn't want you to join her this early. You have a long life ahead of you."

[anjelica13]

Shadowjumper over heard her foster sister say so many horibble things. Jumping over a bush she landed next to Rosedawn ever so gracefull.''Rosedawn,If you kill your self mother might not think you worth of Starclan . You rember what she said before..My daughters never give up Emberclan needs great warriors. Shadowjumper mowed softly to her sister and giving her a gentle lick. Every word she said was ture Shadowjumper true brother may have been Blackstripe but she grew up with Rosedawn,trained with, her cried with her. The she-cat has lost so much and couldn't bare to lose more.

[[Hea]ther[/sky]]

Heatherpaw was never content to sit around while a cat was in pain. It was a recent addition that now she felt the impulse to help a friend in need, and this was one of those times. Stormpaw's words gave her a little more strength to move, so she did. "Rosedawn, never blame yourself for what has happened. And don't take the easy way out. StarClan do not want those who would do that. But EmberClan needs you." Her words were pleading, for it was true. EmberClan could never survive without all its members, each contributing in their own way.

[anjelica13]

Shadowjumper nodded to Heatherpaw and turned to Stormpaw. She flikced her tail to Stormpaw in a signal to fallow her. She walked up to Stormapaw looked her in the face she drew in a deep breath.''What happened Stormpaw I want to know'' She asked the young appertince. Her eyes looked over to Rosedawn every secound to make sure she didm't plunge into the ice ridged water.

[Cinder]

Stormpaw flinched, avoiding Shadowjumper's eyes. "Well... Me and Heatherpaw stole some prey from StormClan, but we got caught by a StormClan warrior. Snowleaf and Rosedawn rescued us, but Rosedawn was really angry." She looked up, silently pleading that the warrior would understand. "She was right to be angry. We... we endangered the entire Clan. But then she started treating us like disobedient kits. She told us that we weren't allowed out of camp until the next gathering... she said she'd do Heatherpaw's duties for her. We both got really angry and ran."
Stormpaw studied her paws, blue eyes filled with pain. "We really hurt her, I think."

[anjelica13]

Shadowjumper tried hard not to let her anger show. She looked over to Rosedawn then back at Stormpaw facing her in the face.''Stormpaw, Rosedawn was trying to watch out for the clan and you. If she never came what would have happened to you and Heatherpaw? She questioned Stormpaw meeting her gaze. Shadowjumper once before stole prey and got in big troublue.''Stompaw I once stole from Stormclan as well but Firejumper saved me from the deputy. I could have been killed well not really but you get the idea.'' She told the appertince she was worried that Rosedawn would any mintue rush into the water.''As you know that BLazestar and Flameheart are not here. So I say that if the leader and deputy aren't here. I guess that we warrior have the right to give out pinshements. The way I see it. Shadowjumper said then flicking her tail with worry. She waited for the appetince to speak and maybe yell at her.

[Flamey]

Rosedawn turned away. She veered toward the river, ignoring the others.
"stupid furballs..." she murmurmed. with a glance at the foaming water, she flung herself in.
It was cold. Rosedawn flailed wildly, forgetting she was supposed to die. Stop struggling... She tried to. But instint was battling he thoughts.

[anjelica13]

Shadowjumper toosed herself into the icy water dragging Rosedawn to the river bank. She turned to Heatherpaw with a worried glance.''Is she ok?''/ Shadowjumper said drying her sister's water dranched body. Her kits begun to move but she put that out of her heand to help her sister.

[[Hea]ther[/sky]]

((Nu-uh, warriors can't punish med. cat apprentices because they're ranking, but now she's a medicine cat so maybe no more confusion?))

Heathersky listened to Shadowjumper scold Stormpaw about what had happened, and felt frustration well up in her heart. Hadn't they been punished enough over the entire ordeal? It shouldn't be so hard to let things go, at least in the young medicine cat's opinion. And the warriors being allowed to hand out punishments? She and Stonestream were both medicine cats, and though not leaders, they were under guidance from StarClan and thus were the best fit leaders for temporary purposes. The warriors don't really know how to guide the Clan as well as we do... right? Heathersky was about to reply to Shadowjumper when Rosedawn jumped into the cold water.

She didn't hesitate to look around and see if there was anything close at hand to calm the she-cat when she was pulled out of the water. Spotting a juniper bush within a few yards, the silver medicine cat pulled off a few of the berries and brought them to where Rosedawn now lay on the ground. "Rosedawn, can you hear me? Please swallow these," Heathersky turned to Shadowjumper. "She'll be fine, but I recommend you eat one too; you don't want your kits too stressed." She pushed one of the blue berries in front of Shadowjumper.

[anjelica13]

OOC: I didn't know sorryShadowjumper nodded and ate the berry but never left Heathersky's gaze. (can she have her kits now beacuse of stress?)Shadowjumper's kit where now moveing faster and strounger. The black she-cat flicked her tail to Strompaw.I did your help to get bac kto camp before I have my kit She moewd half joking she knew the danger of early kits.(nevermind no kits)