Thinking. . .

[~.:Twilightspeaker:.~]

Blueshade padded through the cave. It gave him a feeling of closure.
He could still feel his mother and sister around him.
His sister formed in front of him.
"Do not mourn, Blueshade." She came up to rub up against him.

His mother formed in front of him.
"Blueshade, Shadowjumper liked you, but she always loved Blueflame at heart."

He was angered by this,"Then why did she agree to be my mate!," He yowled painfully,"My father killed both of you, and she abandons me." His voice had shrunk to a whisper.

"Try to understand Blueshade." They said in unison.

"Understand what?! That she abandoned me?!" He was beginning to beak down.
"Cloverheart?" He asked his sister.

"Yes?" She replied.

"Do you forgive father?" He asked sadly.

She paused for a minute thinking before she finally replied,"yes, yes I do."

"Then I forgive Shadowjumper,"He added," but I don't want to be anywhere near her." He said with growing strength.

"Then what will you do Blueshade?She's in the same clan as you." His mother asked.

He thought and thought before he finally said,"I want to become a rouge."

"Blueshade that is your choice, and we will follow you where ever you go." They both said in unison before evaporating.

[♫ [.nighty.]]

_{Dewpaw, the EmberClan apprentice, had finished training with Cinnamonstreak.
It's soooooo unfair! Sealpaw didn't even have a MENTOR and he's becoming a warrior! What about me? Blazestar has forgotten about me!
She ranted, and paced for a few moments before bumping into Blueshade.
"Get out of my way--" she hissed, and stopped when she recongized Blueshade. "Oh. It's you." she meowed disgracefully to the warrior.}[/color]

[~.:Twilightspeaker:.~]

He saw the EmberClan apprentice and unsheathed his claws.
"It's Shade now."He hissed at the apprentice, with his face only a mouse length away from Dewpaw.
He caught himself before he could do any damage.
"Sorry, I'm just a little angered." Who am I kidding I'm furious, but not at this innocent cat.
"I'm a rogue now, and I probably shouldn't even be here." He rose to his paws.

OOC: He decided on his new name in a different thread. And became a rogue in a different thread.

[♫ [.nighty.]]

"Why?
What happened...?" Dewpaw asked, being quite the curious one. She looked at Shade quizzically.
"Why have you become a rogue?" the ginger apprentice's eyes were clouded. Shade had been her friend, though things had clashed with her, Shade and Frostflash.
"You didn't do anything wrong!"

[~.:Twilightspeaker:.~]

He sat down, preparing to tell the story.
"I had a mate, Shadowjumper for a day or two and Blueflame comes back, and I could tell that they were mates again," He paused painfully before speaking again,"I couldn't bear being in the same clan as her. . .and Blueflame." His fur bristled at the mention of Blueflame.
"I know I didn't do anything wrong, but now you make me wonder, what should I do? Run away or stay a rogue and hide in the territory, I still want to be your friend." He was begining to feel torn. He liked Dewpaw a lot, she had been a really good friend, but now he wasn't sure if he wanted to go.

[♫ [.nighty.]]

Dewpaw's eyes widened as she listened. Shadowjumper and Blueshade were together once?
"But you can't go!" her voice squeaked like a sad kit's.

[~.:Twilightspeaker:.~]

He sighed,"what can I do?, I already told our leader I want to be a rogue, he won't take me back."
"Any ideas?" he asked her. Suddenly a thought crossed his mind.
"Why don't you become a rogue with me?!" He was suddenly embarrased at the question. He gave his chest a few quick licks.

[♫ [.nighty.]]

Dewpaw considered the question. "After I become a warrior, I think I will consider this more properly." she mewed finally, thinking about life as a rogue. It didn't seem too harsh, after all, you got more privacy!

[~.:Twilightspeaker:.~]

He was suprised that she'd actually considered it.
"Okay." He said, a bit happier.